In the streets.

We entered the world alone,

And we leave it alone.

And everything that happens in between,

We owe it to ourselves to find a little company.

We need help, we need support,

Otherwise we're in it by ourselves as strangers, 
Cut off from each other, 

And we forget just how connected we all are.

So instead,

We choose love, we choose life.

And for a moment,

We feel just a little bit less alone.

The Letter Black - Best Of Me

Was introduced to this song by a good friend and it's been in my mind ever since.

 It truly brings out whatever feelings I had in me,

 the feelings, pain, trust and hope that is hidden deep in me.

But you never listen, no you just can't seem to let yourself trust your own self.

With your reasons, you refused any hope that you once had.

Why so? 

But even with all this, you're still there waiting patiently.

Waiting for the moment that never seem to appear. 

The sadness that I see in you, pains me terribly.

You said you want to but am afraid.

You are all I ever need.

The reason that keeps me whole is because of that. 

THE LETTER BLACK: BEST OF ME

LYRICS:

If I could find yesterday
I would take You back to where I'm coming from
Cause You can see the way
All these scars have kept me running
And chasing down the past
But I'm not done, I'm turning back

I swear, You're the only reason I keep breathing
I swear, You keep on giving me the reason to keep believing
Finally I'm worth it, though I'm not perfect
It still feels right, and I keep on giving
Trying to make a difference, in my life
But I know another way to show
Everything I can be for You
You're all that I'll ever need
I'll give you the Best of Me

If I could read tomorrow's mind
I would know exactly where You're taking me
If I'm going to slip away
Or if I stay and give You all my trust
You will keep me safe
I know You won't let me fade

I swear, You're the only reason I keep breathing
I swear, You keep on giving me the reason to keep believing
Finally I'm worth it, though I'm not perfect
It still feels right, and I keep on giving
Trying to make a difference, in my life
But I know another way to show
Everything I can be for You
You're all that I'll ever need
I'll give you the Best of Me

Oh, I know I believe it
No, I will be turning around
I want to know You now
Your Love won't let me down, no!

I swear, You're the only reason I keep breathing
I swear, You keep on giving me the reason to keep believing

Finally I'm worth it, though I'm not perfect
It still feels right, and I keep on giving
Trying to make a difference, in my life
But I know another way to show
Everything I can be for You
You're all that I'll ever need, Woah oh!

Finally I'm worth it, though I'm not perfect
It still feels right, and I keep on giving
Trying to make a difference, in my life
But I know another way to show
Everything I can be for You
You're all that I'll ever need
I'll give you the Best of Me

I'll give You the Best of Me!

I swear, You're the only reason I keep breathing
I swear...

*hugs*

A New Year

While I'm still in the celebration mood, a very Happy New Year to everyone out there! 

Knowing that I have not been updating as frequent as I should, I made myself to make it as one of the new year resolutions among the many that I somehow manage to list down, to blog more frequently. Another way to keep myself from future procrastination. *I hope?* 

First of all an update on what has been going on:-

- MIFA is over and the winner is Yuen! *congrats babe* =)

- Shopping for the festive seasons and presents! 

- A brand new start. Let's see what happens from here on. 

- Busy x'mas house cleaning with bro n mum. Hell I totally forgot what a tiring affair it was. *phew*

- Christmas this year was in KL with the whole family and relatives from dad's side of the family.

- New year's eve was in JB again with almost  the whole gang from dad's side again.

- Back in Melaka again before heading back up to KL. 

- Endless list of series to indulge myself in. 

And am in dire need to get rid of all the yummylicious food that I have been munching non stop due to the festive season. And Chinese New Year is coming in 3 weeks time. Food again! How oh how am I suppose to juggle being an foodie lover and at the same time the need to watch my food intact? Contradicting no? 

  One can google up the entire list of diet plan to choose from but I think maintaining the plan is no easy thing. So to make things much more simpler, I shall just continue to eat as always. Oh food here I come!

Well that's all for now.

~S~

a catch up moment...

I've been neglecting my blog for ages due to my procrastination issues. Everytime I'm online, the first site that I'll do is sign in to MSN, then log in into Gmail, then Facebook, and who knows how long that'll take, and the rest is history. Poor bloggie is left to rot. So many things happened, M.J. passing to a better place, mid-terms coming up and gosh!, nothing done so far. Me getting a part-time just to keep me occupied and my brains working all the time insead of dwelling on everything and thinking crap. But I have to admit, working is fun to the max, haha, maybe lots of you will like totally disagree with me but heck, to me it has been always a new day for me. I'm working in a law firm and ys, you can imagine the kind of work I'll be dealing with. Some of you have come to me and, why a law firm? But to me it's why not? It may be fun and we'll never know till we try it out and Y-E-S to me, it has been interesting all the way and I'm not regretting it. =D People normally have this image in their mind where a people working in law firm's dead boring and deals with the various clauses of law in litigation, conveyancing and many more, but to tell you the truth, the lawyers and my seniors there are all out-going and not dead boring at all. So many things to discuss about, new things to learn everyday and food, my oh my the food *slurps*. *Hush* I'll let you guess bout the food =)
Missing my brother lots ever since he went to KL for studies, oh boy, the house is not as noisy as it once were. *sigh*
I know I have to study instead of updating my blog in a very super duper long time, but I'll be finally legal tomorrow! I'm so excited. Weeee.... *Warning, this is where my insanity strikes yet again, Hahaha =D* And for that, I'll be cooking my own spaghetti for lunch tmr, yippie the kitchen's mine, so move away now lil brother.
Ciaoz, mum's bugging me to get off the comp now.... Oh well, books here I unwillingly come.
xoxo

Thoughts...

In life, I believe it's exactly like a roller-coaster. One moment we're up, and the very next, we'll be at the very bottom without a slightest chance to pull on the emergency brake. Is this what we want? A life of hilarious and constant drama everywhere everyday? How will we know if we're doing the right thing? Must we stop, think and analyse every single thing every time even though it feels like it is the right thing to do? It's confusing sometimes as we won't know if we're pleasing someone or pissing them off. We can't escape every time we're stuck in some shit that seems impossible to erase from our memories. No matter what has been done or what's happening as each hand ticks on our life's clock, memories are forever there to stay whether we like it or not. Some of us may laugh, some may cry, some may even be lost in thoughts only known to them whenever we think back into our past. The future is in our grasp and only if we work for it. A slight twist of faith can either mold us or break us. I believe it is tough sometimes maybe most of the time for some of us, there's nothing to lose but all we can do is have faith.

Tears will stream down on our face when we lose something you cannot replace, something lost or broken and gone. We have to learn from our mistakes and from there only can we be stronger to face each new day. Always go for the extra mile to succeed.

xoxo

Over-active Brains

I woke this morning thinking that I was awaken by my brother's handphone ringtone. I kept telling myself that he's gonna answer it anytime soon and of all songs it was Burning up by The Jonas Brothers. To my horror, it kept ringing and ringing until the whole entire song was played out and I there lying in bed mind wide awake ready to give my brother a peice of my mind. I jump out, yes I actually jump out of bed this morning, and open my door and voila, brother was watching the tv in the 2nd hall. When I asked him why on earth he didn't answer his noisy little handphone, he looked at me till his eyes almost pop-out of its rightful place and told me that it was on silent mode. And when I listen to the entire house, to my horror it was actually pretty quiet. Brother was laughing out loud. Gosh. This is the 2nd time it has happened to me, why oh why is my lil brain over active even before I'm awake!!! Arghhh. I need sleep mate.

Au revoir et a bientot

xoxo